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Saturday, May 27, 2006

RONIN CAME TO OUR SCHOOL TODAY!!!!!!! WOOTS!!

THE 98.7FM ROADSHOW TOTALLY ROCKED!!!

GOSH.

I NEVER EXPECTED OUR TEACHERS TO ORGANISE SUCH STUFF.

JUMPING AND SCREAMING AND SWEATING.

OH AND.............

THE BAND PROMOTER WAS CUTE TOO!!!!!!! YAYNESS!!!!

HAHA.

THIS IS THE LIFE.



unfortunately good things dont last.






I GOT BACK MY REPORT BOOK!!!




OH HURRAY.




I FAILED ALMOST EVERYTHING.





BOOS.





I AM DEAD.




:((



im really tired of everything.

i dun wanna have anything more to do with you.

i dun like the fact that i hate you, unlike how you seem to be enjoying it.

i wanna say that CFC was supposed to be cell grp. not a clique.

we have drifted from, contorted and twisted the mere reason for the existance of CFC.

i dun care if you pull out, or if i pulled out, or if anyone of us pulled out.

because the fact remains that we have DESTROYED CFC.

so there's no meaning to it anymore.

pulling out would simply be no different from not even being part of it in the first place.





DANCING WITH BLACK MARIA.







i miss the bo-lawers. :((

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

okie. so my results SUCK big time. so mr tan is gonna call my parents. so im dead. SO iv decided to SELF-GROUND myself this june hols and MUG my guts out. SO im really really sorry to the bo-law club. :((

well many things have been happening these past few days. and im really irked by them. some ppl can be so LOW and IMMATURE that they really disgust me.

how can YOU bear to this to ppl whom you call your frens??
YOU are such a hypocrite.
always pretending to be nice when YOU actually back-stab ppl like mad. PLUS YOU act RELIGIOUS. gosh. i cant stand this kinda ppl. trying to look oh-so PIOUS.
YOU act nice.
well guess what. noone thinks YOU are except for the few other bitches around YOU.
YOU act like an extrovert.
when YOU are actually so insecure and have such low self-esteem. so YOU try to feel BIG by inflicting such crap on your frens. what a BITCH.
YOU act like a bimbo.
but the fact is. YOU are NOT pretty and i know YOU mug like mad. what a NERD.

girl.
you think too highly of yourself.
you arent that great.
you're not even close to it.

stop making others cry.
you're gonna be the one weeping in the end.
and when that happens.
you're just gonna be labelled an attention seeker.
like what you're doing to others now.
let's see how you like that.
basically.
you're very hateable.
you've progressed from a barking puppy to a full-grown back-biting bitch.
let's see how far you can carry this war.
lemme tell you girl.
your own weapons are gonna be your greatest downfall.
you're a LOSER.

anw. i wanna say that I HATE THE YAYA GIRL. HATE HER HATE HER HATE HER.
so not worth my time. :))

oh and yes. as a bo-lawer, i must add this, as it's currently the club's fav line.

BO-LAWERS HATE THE YAYA GIRL!!!!!!
AND THE BO-LAW CLUB TOTALLY ROCKS!!!!


I LOVE BO-LAW!!!!!! :))


oh and yes.

to dear charmsy.
i know you're going thru a really hard time now. but i just wanna tell you that you are not at fault and you totally dont deserve this kinda treatment. noone does. if they wanna be that way, then let them be. i just wanna tell you that no matter what, GOD is there for you. and so are we. :)) I LOVE YOU DEAR.

to my darling chicken little buddy.
i wanna say that this really isnt worth you fretting over. those bitches shd know where to draw the line. all you ndta do is to choose the right ppl. okie? :)) LOVES! oh anw. i owe you a counselling session. tmr okie??? :))



























YOU SUCK.










i love the bo-lawers!!! :))




and this is a public apology to jes for forgetting to add her name in friendster. sorry dear. YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU ANW. :))














you raise me up so i can stand on mountains.

Monday, May 22, 2006

Sunday, May 21, 2006

im GLAD that Dan Brown wrote the Da Vinci Code. i think it's a good test of our faith. this is a time for all Christians to wake up and stand together. yeapp. as said in the Bible, there will be many false prophecies in the last days. things are falling into plan. God's plan. it's a good thing. Christians shd learn to use this as powerful evangelism tool. dun hate the book. it's doing us justice. :) well the tagline is SEEK THE TRUTH. yes. time to seek the Truth indeed. this a good way to.

BUT.

before we all get emotional and angered at this controversial book. remember this. the author himself stated that it was fictional. take the book for what it is. RELAX. dun get so worked up. if things get outta hand tho, the above applies. HAHA. :))

i believe Christianity was chosen to be "slandered" because it holds much truth. the world slanders truth. :)) so Christians, it's time to stand firm. :))

for me,

it's OVER.

yeapp.

the friendships that were lost.
the bonds that were broken.
the love that soured.
the hearts that were scarred.
the memories that were tanished.
the trust that was betrayed.
the promises that lied.
the faces that prick.

let me spell it out.

im not gonna hide it anymore.

CFC no longer holds any meaning for me.

everything's OVER.

except for me and mandy.

gosh. i love her A LOT!

and yes girl. today's convo was great. we finally thrashed things out. :))

i know things will be fine in the end.

:))

many thanks to RACHEL ONG, MICHELLE, MORNIQUE AND OF COS MANDY! :))

you encouragements and love is GREATLY APPRECIATED AND YOU ARE VERY MUCH TREASURED BY ME. :)

Saturday, May 20, 2006

MANDY WILL ATTRACT EVERY BOY. i know she will. im no match for her. :))

why's that a problem mich? :))

i dunno whassup with my confidence level. haha. it's gone.

christabel isnt a nice name.

it sounds like a BELL.

not sophisticated.

but i LOVE my name.

WHY?

i dunno either.

okie im not making sense.

urgh.

i need a pick-up.

i need company.

i need the BO-LAW. :))

i need someone SPECIAL.

im bloody tired of GUYS.

awwwww.

shit.

this post is pure crap.





spend my life in this sweet surrender.

Friday, May 19, 2006

TODAY IS A TOTALLY FREAKY DAY.

I GOT ADDED BY A 19-YR OLD RUSSIAN DUDE ON MSN WHO WANTED TO WOO ME. I DIN EVEN KNOW HIM.

gosh.

so i lied bout a having a bf and he was like "okie bye. im not interested in attached girls." and like he actually had the nerve to get angry with me for not adding him on friendster. HELLO? like i actually initiated anything in the first place?!?!?!? FREAK. JERK. (but he looks kinda cute actually. haha.)

disgusting and freaky. ewwww.

and now mich is being sms-ed by some weird person who claims to be in her cell grp. today's a really WEIRD day, full of WEIRD ppl approaching you with WEIRD stuff. gosh. WEIRD.

okie so back to x-country. im happy to say that my position improved by like 40 places since last yr? i got 53. YAYY! btr than i expected. :)) mighty thanks to rach for running with me and for all the encouragement too. :)) YAYY WE BOTH MADE IT!!!! i went for desert with rach afterwards. :))

then i went out with my cusn to SHOP. YAYY!!!! i feel kinda bad cos while i was having fun, poor mandy was being bored to death. awwwww. and she actually said that SHE MISSED ME. gosh. she must have REALLY been bored. haha. MANDY DEAR! sorry! i'll make it up to you okie? we'll go out tgt sometime and gave a BLAST alright? :)) YAYY! I LOVE YOU! -HUGS.

okie so i dun really have much to say.

oh yesyes. NIQUE. DUN THINK TOO MUCH ALRIGHT? :) everything'll be fine. gosh you silly girl. I LOVE YOU! :)



okie that's all.









you're looking for something you cant find.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

today was a super slack day. ermmm. we had only 20mins of map reading with mrs loy. haha. mr tan was super nice. he bought us mini cornettos to celebrate the success of our lit play. YAYY!!! hehe. so today was mostly post-exam activities. it was quite enjoyable cos of the air-conditioned hall. :)) and also becos i spent nearly the whole day with my darling mandy and my dearest tiffy!!! they really made my day. :)) there were so many absentees today tho. celestine, sab and jannah din come. and rach spent the whole day in the sick bay. awww.

CELESTINE, SAB, RACH AND JANNAH!!!! GET WELL SOON YEAH!!! I MISS SEEING YOU GIRLS!!! :))

okie. so first we had the think-a-thon, and i TRIED to think of useful suggestions. but ermm.. let's just say i was unsuccessful. haha. ohwells. not like i actually want the collar-pin. HAHA. then we had briefing on BEST PRACTICE DAY. sigh. im so sad there's no badminton option. haha. i think i signed up for tennis. but mandy wun be there. grrr.

after recess we had the chinese opera thing and some blurred ppt presentation by this girl from dunno what class, i think it's3P. wah seh. the pics and words were so small la. so hard to follow. so yeah. mandy, tiffy and i were just entertaining ourselves. what a trying and enduring time it was. HAHA.

then came the music emsemble thing by the sec2s. haha. not bad la. quite entertaining. uh but im disappointed that the grp who was supposed to play ''wake me up when september ends'' by GREENDAY cudnt make it. sigh. and mickey mouse march was played so many times until the song is stuck in my head now. ohno. oh BUT. there's this grp from sec2M (YAYY!!!!) who played AWESOMELY RAWKINGLY WELL. they played boulevard of broken dreams by GREENDAY!!!! woots! :)) yeah i liked theirs the BEST. -grins-

oh but there were just some IRRITATING people who were so bloody ATTENTION-SEEKING during the ensemble la. walao. so ACT UNITED, ACT COOL, ACT ENTHU. sheesh. even mandy was irritated and so was tiffy. we kept rolling our eyes. they were so GETTING ON OUR NERVES. and anw. quite alot of ppl dun like that ______. i shant fill in the blanks. :)) yeah so anw. if you ppl have like NO LIFE, then pls stop acting so FUNNY and ENTHU and CRAZY. cos like really noone's gonna fall for that. stop hiding the nerds in you. :)) nolifenolifenolife. WAHAHAHAHAS.

okie la. so that was quite crude of me and if you think that it's YOU im referring to and you're like so pissed cos you totally disagree with me (i expect that anw.), then feel free to SLANDER me. :))

okie so anw. today was basically average. thk goodness for mandy and tiffy who really perked my day up. :))

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

im and proud and happy to say that the MACBETH play was a SUCCESS. woots! 3Z did well too!!! SO MUCH BETTER THAT THE REHEARSALS yayyness!!!! everyone went out and did their BEST! :)) IM SO PROUD OF EVERYONE IN 3Z!!! no wait. TO ALL THE LIT CLASSES THAT PERFORMED, YOU GUYS ROCKED!!!! so here's a BIG HUGE THANK YOU and CONGRATS to the CAST&CREW FOR DOING AN AWESOME JOB!!!! THUMBS-UP!!! WELL DONE PEOPLE!! YAYY I LOVE YOU GIRLS SO MUCH!!! :))

im also happy that rach and i are okie now! YAYY!!! I LOVE RACHEL TAN TO BITS!!!! :)








okie on a totally different and BLEAK note. im like GROUNDED. handphone also kena CONFISCATED. wowie. yeapp im @%$@ pissed and frustrated. my results suck too. i feel like just giving up altogether right now.



sheesh.




let there be love.

Monday, May 15, 2006

Sunday, May 14, 2006

after all those light-hearted posts, i feel i must say what's on my heart now. it's directed to a particular person and if you know who you are, then good. cos im sick of hiding all these.

you are irritating me.
you have no idea how hard i tried.
i dun even know what i did wrong.
so maybe you wanna tell me?

you ditch your old frens. dun you?
you only like hanging out with your new ones. right?
why is that so? i dunno.
maybe you wanna tell me?

there's no pt pretending that we're good frens.
i know we're not.
and we probably never will be again.
not like you care anyhow.

i thought things had improved.
i was wrong.
what an idiot i've been

you treat me like filth.
like im invisible.
sorry girl, but i have feelings too.
and right now, i dun feel good towards you.

so why not we just cut the crap.
drop the pretence.
go straight to the truth.
stop acting like you care bout me.

you dun hafta pretend that you still treat me like your good fren.
but at least you dun hafta act like you hate me.
unles you really do.
then i have nth to say.

grow a heart will ya?



GOODBYE TO OUR BEST-FRIEND-SHIP.

oh dang. i forgot to blog bout sat. so here goes.

okie basically, i reached jannah's house EARLY. as in like EARLY cos i was like the EARLIEST there?? so yeah i was just EARLIER than the rest la. and i waited for like 45mins ALL BY MYSELF with only the letterboxes and the ants to keep me company. cos jannah was still at s'goon interchange waiting for the rest of the gang and sab and rach were LATE. haha.

okie so what was supposed to be a rehearsal kinda turned out into like a reunion celebration instead??? and at this pt, i must add 3Z ROCKS!!! haha. we had so much fun okie! let's see, we crapped and crapped. took lotsa photos, pranked this guy, gavin (sya's fren), ATE PIZZA AND CHICKEN WINGS. YUM. okie and yeah of cos we rehearsed. A LITTLE. haha! and the guides started telling really really COLD jokes okie. haha. but they were so funny! haha. esp pam. omg i tell you pam is SO LAME she needs serious help. SERIOUS. haha.

well so basically the people who went that day were sab, tiffy, rach, melo, weiling, yanhui, abi, su-ann, syafiqah, pam, jolene and me. (i hope i din leave anyone's name out. haha.) we had lotsa fun and i cant wait for a full 3Z outing!! :))

oh and JANNAH! SO SORRY WE DIN HELP TO CLEAN UP AFTER THRASHING THE PLACE. SO SORRY!!! and thx for the pizza!!! :)) oh and yeah. jannah told me sth bout her bros that i am forbidden to tall anyone so i shall not go into details. but the pt is, I AM HONOURED. they can call me when i turn 18. haha. =p

okie so like this for SHALOM CHEW who thinks 5 lines are not enough. okie shalom, so what do you want from me huh! haha. firstly, SHALOM shd just stick with HANWEI and be done with it. forget bout your KRABS(who btw isnt even urs. haha) becos really the hilltops in hell are nv gonna be covered in snow. GET THAT???? haha. and like hello???? the KRABS will be too busy repairing planes and engines and whatever other broken stuff to like have time for you and family????? YEAH SO LIKE GIVE UP ALR SHALOM!!!!! hahahaha. and c'mon la. you know SHALOM CHEW sounds MUCH MUCH MUCH nicer than SHALOM KOH. i means seriously la, whassup with you agitating me and michelle arh??? walao. haha. and dont come tagging as SHALOM KOH again hor. i'll just strip you and make you run around naked shouting "I AM SHALOM CHEW!!" geddit??? haha. oh and btw. you still havent LINKED ME. so like quickly do it will ya!!! haha. okie MRS CHEW, i hope the above is enough for you. haha. it had btr be. :))

okie and for those who read michelle's blog. NO I AM NOT GETTING MARRIED. i deny whatever the post says. i dont even know my husband can! haha. but a honeymoon in London sounds sweeeeeeet. hahaha. okie so maybe getting married to him bllwj isnt that bad after all. i mean, he's hot, cute, rich, atheletic and he has two other adorable bros. sounds like a good package. what's there to not like?? haha. but no. i shant pull a pull a 'shalom' and like make plans to meet at ROM. nah ah. that's only for her and CHW. right?? haha. im sure mich agrees! haha.

Saturday, May 13, 2006

okie after like so L O N G, i have decided to come back and blog. well actually, i have nth to blog about la.

except that the macbeth play is more or less coming tgt. YAY! oh and we're like having another rehearsal later on today. there goes my sat.. ohwells.

oh and yes, i MUST add that the BO-LAW club absolutely rocks! WHY? becos calys is uber nice, cassy is so cute (and BENG. dun deny it) and needless to say, i love mich and nique! OH WAIT. DAMN I FORGOT MANDY. hahahah. yesyes. I LOVE MANDY NG TOO!! :))

okie highlight of this post. SHALOM SEE. i must first acknowledge that your blog is HIGHLY ENTERTAINING, not to mention BIMBOTIC, KRABBY and CHEWY. michelle is very amused too. :))

after much consideration ( actually, it was quite instant) i conclude that SHALOM CHEW sounds way nicer that SHALOM KOH. agree babe? i dont care, you MUST.

FULLSTOP. CASE CLOSED. :))

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Thursday, May 04, 2006

okie im currently online trying to do the stupid research for the bio collage. grrr. so irritated. what's so interesting about arrowheads anw??? sheesh.

so today we had our emaths test. and i tell you. I AM SO GONNA FLUNK IT. serious okie. not exaggerating. the paper was so hard that even mandy ng ting hui thought so. that is SCARY. and rachel tan boon teng is sure she cannot score more than 10 marks. now that's pretty much comforting to me. i'll have someone to fail with me now. haha. let's see who gets lower rach!! haha. joking.

hmmmm. i have so much undone homework that i think im gonna get buried under it soon. VERY SOON. but nvm. im feeling more relaxed now that emaths test is over and think there are no more tests for the time being. I THINK. but knowing our sadistic teachers. how much can we expect.

basically today was boring. i was so tired and bored that i felt like sleeping all true the day. esp after jogging. stupid la. make me all hot and sweaty and smelly and tired and and and..... you get the point. oh and of cos, the macbeth play rehearsal was tiring and stressful but fun too. in a way. hahaha... okie i'd like to acknowledge that sab is a WONDERFUL director who has put in alot of effort for this play. and so has the rest of 3Z. JIA YOU FELLOW 3Z-IANS!!! WE CAN DO IT!!! :)

i wanna go for mich's party on sat!!!! i want. i want. i want. i MUST convince my mum that i've been a good girl. hehehehe.

okie so i really have nothing more to say. guess i'll just reply tags now.

[geor] hey you dont be so bad la!!!! up till now still like that. GRR. anw. GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS!!! JIA YOU!!!

[tiffy] you are welcome. and yes you do brighten up my day with all your stupid lame jokes and irritating face. HAHA. jkjk. yeah la yeah la. you DO brighten up my day! happy? haha.

[sab] HELLO IRRITATING SABSTER!!!! hahaha. why cant you see what you're typing?? haha. and THANK YOU. WELCOME TO MY NEW BLOG!!! haha.

[mich] haha. im sure he is. haha.

[nique] hehehe. I MISS YOU TOO!!! and yes im trying to be a good girl. -grins-

[celestine] and school wouldnt be the same without your retarded giggles. I LOVE YOU!! :)

[su-ann] okok. i'll link you. SOON. haha.

[rach] okie i finally come to the last tag. RACHEL TAN IF YOU LOOK ABOVE YOU WILL SEE YOU NAME MENTIONED. haha. and i hope that is enough for you. haha.



change is the only constant in this world.

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

cliches. hmm. i dont fully understand what ms tan is trying to say. but somehow, quite a lot of what she said rings true. i shall think about it.

tired.
stressed.
frustrated.

training is so depressing nowadays, it's not what we do during training that frustrates me. it's the fact that i don't see myself improving after all tha hard work that i've put in. now THAT depresses me.

and we're having another emaths test tmr. when are all these tests gonna stop?!?! where is the justice. gosh this is so stressful okie. urgh.

we have no life. SERIOUSLY NO LIFE.

May 3rd seems like a really popular day for mums to hear their babies' first cries. i wonder why. anw. i would now like to take this opportunity to thank God for creating the following SPECIAL people and for the mums who painfully (most likely) brought them into this world. oh and not fogetting that the dads helped too. haha.

i would like to wish tiffy, celestine and mich a very very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
thus i dedicate the following of this post to the 3 of them!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MICH, TIFFY AND CELESTINE!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

(note to readers: DO NOT attempt to sing this song. you're gonna sound like an idiot. haha.)



anw. i have written the 3 of you ttmls already!! GO CHECK FRIENDSTER!!! haha. well enjoy your birthday while it lasts!!! you gals deserve to!

I LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!!

Tuesday, May 02, 2006