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Thursday, November 23, 2006

IN LESS THAN 3HRS, I WILL BE AT THE AIRPORT SAYING MY GOODBYES.
AND IN LESS THAN 6HRS, I WILL BE ON THE PANE ON MY WAY TO CAMBODIA.
AND IN LESS THAN 24HRS, MY MISSION TRIP WOULD HAVE OFFICIALLY STARTED.

OMG.


:D

SEE YOU GUYS AGAIN IN 6DAYS TIME!

and to my dearest sec4s and sec3s badminton teammates: ENJOY THE CHALET! I WISH I COULD BE THERE. BUT DONT WORRY! I PROMISE SOUVENIERS! :D



okayyy i haven't forgotten my promise to RACHELTANBOONTENG, i'll call you soon girl. ((:


GOODBYE CIVILISATION FOR THE NEXT 6DAYS. IM GOING TO CAMBOOOODEEEEEYAAAA.

:DDD

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

OKAY PEOPLE I WILL UPDATE! GRRR. NAG NAG NAG ONLY. :D

will be meeting Jared and Jillian to go buy the food for the youth camp sale later. I know Jillian will find her way. I'm just not so sure bout Mister Jaredy Baredy sitting on the tree (dunno where that came from. haha.)

anw. MISSION TRIP IS LIKE IN TWO DAYS. and I'm like so gonna be a Mosquito and Human repellant okay. grrrrr.

OH YES.

TO XIWEN DEARIE: GET WELL SOOOOOON! AND CHEER UP! <333!


&&& I'm excited.

Friday, November 10, 2006

Thank you to all those who asked me to get well soon and showed much appreciated concern for me during these two days.

Thank you:
Rachel Tan
Rachel Ong
Sabby
SWEN
Tiffy
Xiwen
Guojun

And if I missed out your name, THANK YOU TOO! (:

oh and of course, I owe WONGMUNHUA a.k.a TIFFY a BIG apology.

MY DEAREST MUNHUATONGXUE, I am soooo soooorrrryyy for like leaving you to walk in to school all alone these past two days. I'll get well soon and we can start our daily walk-in to school again okayy? Thanks for your sms girl! LOVEYOU! <333!

Today, on the 101106, at 10am-thereabouts, I broke my clear record of not breaking any lab apparatus.
I broke the freaking test tube during bio practical!
NO, not because I was boiling it, not because I dropped it due to slippery fingers or whatever other stupid reasons, NO.
I BROKE IT WHILE SCRUBBING IT OKAY!
oooommmmmgggg.
I freaking broke a test tube with my own bare hands and now, the brush is still in it.
Needless to say, Mr Lim was apalled.
I am so sorry my dear school for wasting like a few dollars of your money to replace the test tube, I am sorry Mr Lim for leaving you with the arduos task of trying to get the brush outta the broken test tube.
ANDDD.
I AM SORRY MR TEST TUBE AND THE REST OF YOUR FAMILY.
Sorry that you had to go this way. But I'll never forget that 1hr where you served me, my yeast solution and benedict's solution well.
THANK YOU MR TEST TUBE.

and nowwww.
I am going back to bed.
(:


signed, sealed, delievered, I'm yours.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

I wanna say that I love both my Rachels very much.

I LOVE YOU RACHEL TAN BOON TENG!
My SO VERY PRETTY HEART-BREAKING darlinggg!
YES YES I LOVE YOU SIMPLY FOR THE FACT THAT YOU'RE A GREAT FRIEND.
And always will be.
And for the fact that we're telepathic and HAVE GREAT TASTE IN GUYS! hoho.
And no matter how many squabbles we have, we always come out strong from them!
YAYY!
I LOVE YOU LIKE ALL THE STARS IN THE UNIVERSE!
*huggggs you tight*

and to my other Rachel.

I LOVE YOU TOO RACHEL ONG WEI-LIN!
Another pretty pretty girl.
The one whom I share EVERYTHING with, cry over the phone with, and laugh over crazy things with.
YOU HAVE BEEN AN AWESOME FRIEND.
One that I wanna have all the way to the end!
I LOVE YOU LIKE ALL THE STRAIGHT FRINGE GIRLS IN THE WORLD!
hahah.
*squeezes you tight*

It feels nice letting my best friends know how much I love them.
(:

I'M SICK SICK SICK!
no, not the like-to-smile-at-young-girls chikopeks, like to drool over pon stuff, whole day thinking of sicko things, kind of sick.
NO.
I meant the sneezing green/unidentifiable coloured goo every 3seconds, spraying germs all over the place, having disgustingly dry and cracked lips, aching bones that make me feel like a 100yr old grandma, kind of sick.
okie maybe it's not all that bad.
and i exaggerated JUST A LITTLE.
but, you get the pt.
I'M SICK.
grrr.

I bet it was some weird animal that passed me its germs when i was at the zoo yesterday. probably the monkeys, or the kangaroos, or that insane pony that keeps running around in circles, or perhaps it was the Jills.
yeah, i think it's the Jills.
anyone disagrees?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. ((:

anw. i nearly died in lessons today and tmr is not gonna be any btr.
BLEH.
and mr wee and mr goh are gonna nag the crap outta me for sure marnnn.
EEEEEEEEKS.
thank goodness for Rach Tan otherwise, i'll be so screwed.
(:

okay i seriously am feeling lousy lousy lousy now.
on a totally random note, i think andrew is so full of crap.
"...... stick it up his candy ass. WHAM!"
that msg cracked me up.
HAHAHA.

okay, my midnight rendezvous with my haagen-daaz cookies'n'cream ice-cream didnt help, so tonight, i shall just attempt to sleep without dessert.
DRATS.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

TODAY THE MISSION TEAM WENT TO THE ZOO! ((:
Not the Jurong Bird Park, not Sentosa, not the beach, NOOOOOOOO (stop laughing, jill).
WE WENT TO THE ZOOOOOOOOOO!!!! and we saw the elephants, the zebras, the hippos and THE JILLS! ((:
-grins-

So like while I was having fun snapping shots of animals, watching them pee and poo, smelling the beautiful aroma of their pee and poo, my dear teammates were HAPPILY training away. HAHA. Poor rach and sab missed me OH-SO-MUCH. ((:

Anyway, today was like super tiring and I was so pooped out even halfway during the outing. OH YES. little Tabby and Titus came with us. OMG THEY ARE BOTH SO CUTE. Titus' favourite song is "WE WILL, WE WILL ROCK YOU!" and he loves doing the rockstar pose! SO ADORABLE. And Tabby is such a pretty and cute little Khmer girl. She is like an exact replica of Marie okie. The way they smile, run, talk, brush their hair from their face and especially the way THEY ALWAYS PULL UP THEIR PANTS. haha. SO ADORABLE!! and she kept calling me CRYSTAL and calling Jill, Mister Red Guy. hahahaha. Titus and Tabby love going " HEY SILLY!" hahahaha. tell me are they cute or are they cute man.

I'M CURRENTLY MISSING TABBY! nvm. at least we'll get to spend 5 nights with her when we go to CAMBODEEEEYAAA. ((:

After the zoo, we went to CHOMPS for dinner. had dinner with Jill and Lynn. and i tell you, JILL LOOKS LIKE SOME TRIBAL PERSON OKIE. haha. And we also avenged Steve Irwin by having stingray for dinner! haha.

I have like so many cool pics to post, esp of those with little Tabby. But i'm too tired, so i'll post it another time. (:

Thursday, November 02, 2006

IM GOING INSANE!!!! I REALLY AM!!!!! URGH.

to you: I told you I was sorry didn't I??? So you're just gonna keep ignoring me huh?? WELL FINE THEN. BE THAT WAY. I shall let you fall hard on your own butt then. I can't believe you're throwing tantrums when you obviously were in the wrong and I actually had the decency to apologise. Like OMG, you call yourself a "friend"???? WHAT A JOKE.

why must you do this?

Okie now I have a few more issues to be added unto my things-to-worry-about-and-scream-over list. WELL DONE. JUST WELL DONE.

I hope you're happy now.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

I've suddenly realised how imprtant love is.
And how much I've taken it for granted.
It's not fair that while I get the liberty of loving and being loved, I throw that privilege away.
Yes, a privilege. It is a privilege to be loved.
One that I've been taking for granted.
I see now how much some of us crave for that love that brings much more then a warm, tingly feeling to your spine.
Th kind of love that makes you feel safe, secure.
The kind that lets you know how precious you are, how important you are.
The love of one's family.
I have the privilege of experiencing that love, that beautiful freedom.
And I wonder how many people are as blessed to be able to experience that love.
It's not fair the way I'm reciprocating this love.
Sure I love my family.
But the way God has asked me to love them?
No, I haven't done that.
But from now onwards, I'm gonna try.

I love all of you.


And I've realised now the true meaning of worship.
Yes, I admit that I was feeling spiteful because of the last time.
You guys didn't help at all.
But yet you got the credit.
No. It wasn't credit I wanted.
It was just credit I didn't want you guys to have.
You guys didn't deserve it.
But then who actually deserves every good thing that comes their way?
Certainly not me either.
I'm gonna do worship again this time.
I'm gonna stop feeling so spiteful.
I'm gonna stop trying to cook up some petty revenge plan to get back at you guys.
I was going about this all wrong.
If you guys wanna help, you're welcome to.
Otherwise, it's just gonna be between the Lord and I.
I'll worship Him. And this time, for the right reasons.



Holy is the Lord, God Almighty