Mr Tan's birthday rocked hard.
HARD.
The whole plan went smoothly.
ah yes, 4Z is full of born actresses. :D
so anyway. must give special thanks to Mr Goh and Mr Lim too la.
i still smile everytime i think of that ingenious plan.
those mischievous smiles on 30 faces.
that look of surprise on Mr Tan's face.
that delicious cake.
that beautiful day.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR TAN! :Dif i could turn back time.it would be to that fateful camp.where i let you guys go.thinking yet again that our friendships were strong enough to withstand the test of time.the test of new friends.they werent.what was meant to be wholesome, strong, everlasting.is now just broken, weather-beaten and time-trodden.an insignificant mess of bonds.only a reminder of what had been.of what could be.but now.of what will never be.God be our solution.okay bel is gonna emo. ppl dont disturb me okay. otherwise i.will.bite.you.
I should never have taken you for granted.
you seemed to always be there.
and i thought things would just stay that way.
i took you for granted.
and now when i need you more than before,
you're not there.
you never are anymore.
i know it's partly my fault.
maybe wholly.
im sorry.
omg i really miss the old days when we were so close and had so much fun tgt. all the stayovers, card games, ps games, stupid jokes and just crapping arnd. and then things started to change so fast, we were caught in its whirlwind. i dont think things will even be the same as before. i couldnt even bring myself to hang out with you guys today. because i know that no matter what i do now, im not the same to you guys anymore. and i can never be good enough. it hurts to see how our many years of friendship is slowly breaking apart.
grrrr chem spa tmrrrrr. BEL HATES THE HOLS!
okay im done emo-ing. on a lighter note.
I THINK JIRO WANG IS HOTTTTTTTTTT. :D
i loveeeee HANA KIMI.
<333!
tell me.
how do you walk away from a friendship that's soured.
how do you walk away from all those emotions involved.
how do you walk away from the ppl you once called friends.
maybe you cant.
trapped in a whirlwind that promises no promises.CLASS OUTING WAS FUN!
playing volleyball and soccer in the rain. dunking ppl into the sea. eating all the gooood food. playing cards. chilling out. cam-whoring. playing silly games till specs can break too. and all at sentosa. yeah. class outing ROCKEDDDD.
and and and. bestie's not-so-quiet birthday party rocked too. i enjoyed the fooooood. ALOT. :D
loveyou rachel tan! happy belated birthday! <3!
alsoooooo. MY BUDDY ROCKS! you surprised me, soh hui yan! thanks lots for the t-shirt! LOVEYOULOADS!
im a happy girl.
:D
