after all those light-hearted posts, i feel i must say what's on my heart now. it's directed to a particular person and if you know who you are, then good. cos im sick of hiding all these.
you are irritating me.
you have no idea how hard i tried.
i dun even know what i did wrong.
so maybe you wanna tell me?
you ditch your old frens. dun you?
you only like hanging out with your new ones. right?
why is that so? i dunno.
maybe you wanna tell me?
there's no pt pretending that we're good frens.
i know we're not.
and we probably never will be again.
not like you care anyhow.
i thought things had improved.
i was wrong.
what an idiot i've been
you treat me like filth.
like im invisible.
sorry girl, but i have feelings too.
and right now, i dun feel good towards you.
so why not we just cut the crap.
drop the pretence.
go straight to the truth.
stop acting like you care bout me.
you dun hafta pretend that you still treat me like your good fren.
but at least you dun hafta act like you hate me.
unles you really do.
then i have nth to say.
grow a heart will ya?
GOODBYE TO OUR BEST-FRIEND-SHIP.
