okay bel is gonna emo. ppl dont disturb me okay. otherwise i.will.bite.you.
I should never have taken you for granted.
you seemed to always be there.
and i thought things would just stay that way.
i took you for granted.
and now when i need you more than before,
you're not there.
you never are anymore.
i know it's partly my fault.
maybe wholly.
im sorry.
omg i really miss the old days when we were so close and had so much fun tgt. all the stayovers, card games, ps games, stupid jokes and just crapping arnd. and then things started to change so fast, we were caught in its whirlwind. i dont think things will even be the same as before. i couldnt even bring myself to hang out with you guys today. because i know that no matter what i do now, im not the same to you guys anymore. and i can never be good enough. it hurts to see how our many years of friendship is slowly breaking apart.
grrrr chem spa tmrrrrr. BEL HATES THE HOLS!
okay im done emo-ing. on a lighter note.
I THINK JIRO WANG IS HOTTTTTTTTTT. :D
i loveeeee HANA KIMI.
<333!
tell me.
how do you walk away from a friendship that's soured.
how do you walk away from all those emotions involved.
how do you walk away from the ppl you once called friends.
maybe you cant.
trapped in a whirlwind that promises no promises.
